[ Thursday, December 12, 2002 ]
blah blah blah... i'm going fucking blind... i swear it. staring at this stupid fucking screen again... there is a bunch of stuff i could be doing, but i just can't bring myself too... there'll be PLENTY of time to do the work next week... classes are all out, but the school is still open, so i get to sit here in my god forsaken cage, and have even LESS demands on my time. so i need to save up the project. all the projects that i can! fuck. or else i'll go completely bananas mental in here. maybe i'll start bringin' booze to work, or something. i might just save that one for new years eve. so soon! damn... i totally wanted to have a cool party, like, where we could all jam, rock out, be cool and creative and wasted, y'know? and i feel like its not going to happen. I'm at work too much to make it happen, or maybe i'm just lame, and i don't think anyone else will make it happen, either. maybe we could just do it at the house? between our room and h's room. get all cranked up on pyschedelics or something, and ROCK THE FUCK OUT! be weird again... yeah.
so, it was pretty nice, it was adam's birthday, and he took us po' kids out for dim sum... i'd never been for dim sum before! it was fucking tasty... so shrimpy, though. but that was okay. damn fine.
and also sweet... when we got back to crack town afterwards, about to go into the meatball, and there is a pack of crackheads standing right around the door, smoking their rocks through their glassy pipes... "umm, excuse me, but i have to get in that door..." fucked up. its amazing, how people can seem to give up on life, all for something sucked through a glass tube. i guess in some ways it makes things a lot easier... i mean, it sets you up with some priorities, y'know? a mission, a goal... the quest for the next rock. a never ending search for the never ending high.
work on the movie went really well last night. fuck me... this flick is going to kick so much fucking ass, it is unbelievable. I'm so stoked! its good to be making a movie with mike, too... its alway good to have a project with that rascal... i like the way his brain is wired. and tara too, she's the 'talent', for sure, as far as acting goes,and pretty creative in her own right, so its great to have her on board too... damn we kick ass :^)
I think the title will have to change, though... maybe just name it after the cat... "The General"... we'll see... that sounds kinda 'tough', or something, but i don't know if it has enough ZING to it.
Escaper [12/12/2002 10:52:00 PM]
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