[ Thursday, December 19, 2002 ]
goddamn... i feel like a full on sketch case, all week long... ever since that night in the gutter of my mind, sprawled naked amongst the filth... and i've just never really recovered. i can't fucking wait for this week to be over, the longest week ever. i'm going to go home tomorrow and stone my face off. just to let go of this crushing sensation i feel.
like a choke.
last night we did some more work on the film... things seem to be progressing fairly well... story boards come next, i need to photocopy some of those punks later tonight... yarr..... i can't wait to finish it, to start filming, to start doing the music... its going to be so awesome, i know it!! the kinda film that tears off heads and swallows the minds whole! hehehe... rad.
damn, and we ended up kinda pissed at the railway, where'n we were workin' on the filmickness. played some darts, mike brought home the trophy for our side. but we were the worst ever. fuckin' darts. darts is fun though, as pub games go. i don't feel as ember-assed about how much i suck at darts as i do with say, pool. I can't even play pool anymore, its just too disappointing. shtupid pewl. but darts everyone is pretty bad at, so its okay.
i even hit a bullseye! that was kinda funny ... tara was pretty impressed... its not like i did it on purpose !! but it did look good.
back on the meat wagon again today... not that i'm ever off of it, but the REAL meat wagon, the save on meats carcass special, a full pound burger, bacon, cheese, tomato, onions, a billion fries, ahh... good stuff... just what my colon needed, i'm sure. and so cheap! five fifty, but that was with a coke, i think the coke was a dollar. a rip off!! fuck... yeah, ... whatever. i think i need to go get a rootbear..
and then get cracking on this bullshit!! yeah!! yeah! almost freedom, freedom is with in my paws reach.. a week holiday! how sad, my excitement. i hate this life. working all the time... its for suckers, but we are almost all suckers. very hard to avoid it successfully for long.
yeah.
ROOTBEARS!! that'll bring the spirit back up. fucking winter, mang. it always brings me down. shoulda run to mexico.
Escaper [12/19/2002 10:14:00 PM]
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