[ Monday, January 20, 2003 ]
well... life is certainly a trip... as the man said "we're evolving". I like to believe that. Work on the movie is going well, but i think we might be turning into rock stars. although really, that is perhaps what i wanted all along. The General, the self fullfilling prophesy, bleach poured on the black bandana of life, and then yer blindfolded with it, so all you can see is burning.
bought drugs (weed) at hastings and main at three a.m. on friday. i think every evolving citizen should periodically buy drugs off the street in the middle of the night. there is something very real and alive about it. be careful not to get burned. or busted. or mugged. i was glad of my knife, i don't know if i could have used it if things got weird & heavy, but it was good for the vibrations. even if those vibrations were misguided, they were real, the hobo shiv gave me the mind power, and the mind power is smelt by everyone, confidence is its own defence. its weird though, its so much easier to buy crack on the streets. SO much . its insane! i coulda had crack in like two seconds, but it was a hassle and a half to get reef. shit reef, too, really. but its a seller's market at that time of night.
been doing more practicing with the arizona jazz farm. i'm pretty fuckin' sure that its gonna be dope. as sure as anything can be sure. things could go wrong, but more likely, things will go right. that fuckin 'power glove theremin' thing... that is SO DAMN COOL!!! in all the time since we came up with the idea, or at least since we first started harrassing ryan to make it, i had no idea it was going to sound so FUCKING RAD! its a trip. strange noises, filtered through "pole position"... yup.
ahh. naked. the soul is clearer that way, and the smiles are broader. does the truth come out more easily that way? i'm not sure... there are so many truths.
the moment is pure.
Escaper [1/20/2003 12:18:00 PM]