[ Friday, May 30, 2003 ]
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRRRRRRRRRRRRGH.
BORED OUTTA MY FUCKING MIND
bored to the point where i'm looking at
t.A.T.u websites....
now there's a marketing scheme... horny teenage lesbian pop duo... makes britny seem so "classy"...
i think i need a new job.... i don't think it'd be too bad to quit... work part time in ... in ? in what? i don't know. i'm going mental . MEEEENNNNNNNNTTTTTTTTTAAAAAAAAAL.
But its summer... this is no way to spend a summer. going mental. i just can't bring myself to care anymore... time to retire.
what could turn out to be the breaking point is the fact that i'm not moving to the sound/2d building after all... i guess my not believing it until i see it outlook at this place is correct.
screams.
fffffff. ya... best whip up a resume some time soon. monday, resume day? depresses me being in here. i feel so wasted., and not in that good way. that'll be in a couple of hours from now... well, more than that. that'll be around 8 30 at the earliest. seems like that'll be the soonest i can start pouring liquor down my throat. damn. typical shit...
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finished reading 'one flew over the cuckoo's nest' today... that's a fuckin' good book... except. well. when i start identifying with the characters its a concern.
more and more all the time.
which is why i need to quit.
before its too late and i go nuts.
well. that probably wont happen.
the going nuts, i mean.
we can hope.
Escaper [5/30/2003 08:56:00 PM]