[ Thursday, June 19, 2003 ]
things are strange these days... when it rains it pours kinda thing, i guess. foo. so, both my dad and my grandma (his mom) have cancers, ... my dad is having an operation on the 25th to get his out, and hopefully that'll be the end of it. Gran, on the other hand, doesn't want an operation. She might still have one, its hard to say, the doctor wouldn't cancel it, but he did postpone it. She's always been pretty together, despite her age, which is pretty advanced, but over the last few days she's sounded really like, spacey. I don't know whats up with her, but i'm going to visit her tonight.
fucking human frailties. i mean, we can't live for ever. but its easy to forget just how tenuous our grip on being alive is. scary stuff.
registered for school yesterday... the first in a long stretch of paying out cash to the system... $100. a paltry sum, compared to costs to come. and how to pay for them? we'll see, i s'pose. studenty loansharks.
zaaa. . .
Escaper [6/19/2003 05:22:00 PM]