[ Wednesday, April 13, 2005 ]
so.so , hey, i think i'm actually LEAVING! i'll show you three shades of jerk, mr. chrissariff. indeed! last hurdle of the legal hassle transpires friday, a formality more or less. goddamn archaic wasteful dances they make a person do. so. wow. its almost hard to believe its true. montreal , eh? by the end of next week. i think i'll fly out thursday, as it stands now. it all seems like a dream.
listening to the boredoms... that helps make it a good dream.
went down to the sea earlier... a light rain was falling, the wind was at my back as i walked along the slippery rocks, the green waves crashing in hard... the sea smell! fuck i love that smell. and i love that spring rain, grey and hazy, but not too cold, in spite of the wave of fine hail that came down. i think i like it because it means summer is coming. i also like it because it means i have the place to myself, because most folks hate it. whatever, it was grand. its good to feel the touch of the planet on your skin. makes me feel alive. i haven't really felt alive that much lately, just.. . suspended in the ether. so it was nice to feel alive. at the end of hiking around on the rocks for an hour or more i climbed up the side of gospel rock, this cool outcropping/viewpoint pretty near my folks house. it was kinda nice, i haven't clambered up that thing in a long time, maybe since ira's wedding, and that was going down. maybe me and brent climbed it once, i'm not sure. i do remember when chuck and i climbed down it though, 5 30 or so in the bright summer dawn the morning ira got married... hehehe... we had a bottle of dodgy jug wine we'd been making friends with all night, and we went skinny dipping with it when we got down to the beach, and chuck swallowed some seawater and then puked into the sea. and then, as i was basking naked in the sun drying off, i was playing my electric guitar through a little portable amplifier i have, and some old man on his morning walk came along... dumbfounded, he was... " oh... aaaaah thought ah hurd a raydee-oh... " "nope"... good times.
yeahp. so leaving! gotta like that. its been a long enough not leaving.
time for the next chapter.
w.
Escaper [4/13/2005 03:22:00 AM]
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